It's 2:30 in the morning. I'm incredibly stressed and can't sleep.
I feel like I'm a terrible artist.
I end up comparing my work with other photographers all the time and keep coming up short.
My town is too small, and circles keep overlapping and I'm not incredibly okay with it sometimes.
After I get frustrated with the above, I want to smack myself because I feel like I'm acting like a 12 year old middle school girl.
I'm finding myself angry and frustrated with people a lot, and I've been cutting off some ends recently. Then I feel like I'm being judgmental and negative and that I just need to get over it and be nice again. Then I have the middle school girl situation all over again.
It's so expensive to run a business legally (location permits, liability insurance, etc.) and I'm getting down hearted trying to figure out how to make those expenses get paid for.
Truthfully, in my circles right now, I feel like the sloppy seconds.